hey, sch was pretty much the same except for the change in timetable and im in a different maths class. at least eurica is beside me. she can teach me maths(: annnd today during pe i had to walk a round the track for 2 periods and was also held back during recess time cause i did not bring my pe attire. lol is just that i thought there wont be pe lessons.i want to watch movie. its been quite a long time i last went to the movies. anyone wants to come along ?

i did not ask for all this. i JUST HATE IT!





i'm back. got back my geog class test result and i failed. its so demoralizing. if im not wrong i failed throughout for this year. i dont want to say that my teacher cant teach, but its the fact after all i paid attention so lets not talk about it. after sch went parkway with haizum to get our photos developed, to get my assessment bk and buy my beloved bday present. i'm so so troubled now. i dont know WHY,why must you still cling on him. seriously forget it, im trying to help but just take it as i've said NOTHING okay if it makes you feel so upset. i dont wish it to affect our friendship. its so not worth it. goodnight!

the differences is just so wide.


HI bloggy. went out with darl today to the singapore river. its good for both of us cause darl really need to take a break from all this and i get to relax. it might be apart of her or be it her happiness but she MUST MUST move on. let her take her time. ohhh, was on a durian eating feast. just felt like eating one and ended up eating 4. i dont mind cause i miss eating durians alot. BYE.

JUST SMILE((:


went to ITE for some education study there. lectures was boring but the activity was fun. my group activity was engineering and our project was to design a paper weight but half way the whole system jammed cause of someone. i still do hope to get my craft. then it was floor ball,fun but i got hit quite a few times by different ppl. it hurts! was released at about 430. tmr will be the last day. theres something i've always wanted to say but i'm holding it back and its kind of giving me a hard time.

a used to be good friend of mine, the fight between her and a friend, i dont want to get involve. im not siding anybody but its her fault. the issue between me and her is different. i've always played a role of a good friend(not saying that i'm a good one but i did try to be there for her when she needed me) but i felt like i've been made use of and its not only me. so the problem,HAVE she ever tried to make up for it ?? NO cause she will never want to say the five letter word S-O-R-R-Y. i just feel so so stupid. ARGHHH!


hello! today's lesson was alright but i had cramps and a terrible one but it was fine after a nap. friends around me were so nice and caring. thanks! woots~ we are planning a barbecue on august and i do hope everything goes well. i cant wait! but then theres a problem. darl wants me to invite her but if i do then the others will not be happy. i do hope we can sort this out to have a fun time. oh yeah, darl actually thought that i told 60% of her secrets away BUT i did not i only gave away 20% so it wasnt that bad alright.

OH MY GOODNESS, i think it was my mistake to tell darl about this whole thing. i will go deaf sooner or later. EVERY, every single thing that comes out from her mouth is HIM. arghh, someone help me!


YIPEE! i'm back. miss my family and home lots. home is still the best yeah! so lets talk about the camp. camp was alright. night hike was fun fun fun.i LOVE the water activity and wish to be there playing with the water now. HAHAHA! when i was there, i wanna be home and now when i'm at home, i wanna go there. few of the activities were boring so shall not elaborate. the bamboo raft relay was super duper fun. it was hard to balance at first with haizum, slowly we were getting use to it.and the raft relay caused my both hands to be numb at night and i cant sleep aft 3. i just stayed awake listening to songs till 6 with zum,shah&syidah but they woke up at 4.45. each time i try to sleep the pain 'attacked' me. thank my friends for their concern and care.hahaha! this is gonna be very funny i actually won the outstanding student award. its hard to believe. rafi,justin and zum were saying that "she complained alot and yet she got the prize" hehe! i got no idea. done with my camp talk already.

now to my daily life. i'm hooked to miami ink shows and i really love it. though theres no way i can ever get a tattoo and i would never want too,i take it as a form of art. artistic. annnd my darl, i dont want her to be so so upset over what i told her. just be happy. zum actually spotted a strand of white hair on me and plucked it for me. though not suppose to pluck but i cant help it. i want to sleep. i miss my bed alot. NIGHT xD